— Completely Understandable Fears For Son
When a concerned parent reaches out to an advice columnist with a question like yours, CUFFS, the columnist is supposed to call in the child psychologists. But I thought it might be more interesting — I actually thought it might be more helpful — if I shared your letter with a different class of experts: adult men who were tying themselves up when they were 12 years old.
"This boy sounds a lot like how I was at his age," said James "Jimmy" Woelfel, a bondage porn star with a huge online following. "I want to reassure CUFFS that the discovery of things like this, even at a young age, is extremely common. We may not know why we like this stuff at the time, we just know we do."
Jimmy is correct: Many adults who are into bondage, heavy or otherwise, became aware of their bondage kinks at a very early age.
"The vast majority of BDSM practitioners report that their sexual interests developed relatively early in life, specifically before the age of 25," Dr. Justin Lehmiller wrote in a recent post on his invaluable Sex and Psychology blog. "Further, a minority of these folks (7–12% across studies) report that their interests actually developed around the time of puberty (ages 10–12), which is when other traditional aspects of sexual orientation develop (e.g., attraction based on sex/gender)."
While an obsession with handcuffs at age 6 isn't proof a kid is going to grow up with an erotic interest in bondage — lots of kids like to play cops and robbers — a boy who's cuffing himself in the throes of puberty and doing so in the nude and in secret ... yeah, that boy is almost certainly going to be into bondage when he grows up. And that boy is also going to be embarrassed when his parents discover him in handcuffs for the exact same reason a boy is going to be embarrassed when his parents walk in on him masturbating — because he's having a private sexual experience that he really doesn't want to discuss with his parents.
As for your son's insecurities and loneliness, CUFFS, they may not be related to his interest in bondage at all. They're more likely a reaction to the shame he feels about his kinks than to the kinks themselves. (And aren't most 12-year-olds, handcuff obsession or no, insecure?)
"People do bondage for various reasons," said Trikoot, a self-described "bondage fanatic" and occasional kink educator from Helsinki, Finland. "It's not always sexual, and it's almost never a symptom of self-loathing — and a counselor will not 'erase' a taste for bondage. Too many kinksters had young lives full of shame and hiding, only to accept themselves years later and then discover what they've missed out on."
In other words, CUFFS, parents and counselors can't talk a child out of his kinks any more than they can talk a child out of his sexual orientation. This stuff is hardwired. And once someone accepts his kinks, whatever anxiety he feels about them eventually evaporates.
All that said, however awkward it was for you and mortifying for him when you found him asleep in his handcuffs, Jimmy thinks there may be an upside.
"I was extremely embarrassed when my mom caught me," said Jimmy. "She didn't know how to respond and neither did I at the time. We merely went on as if it never happened. But it was somewhat comforting to know there wasn't going to be a major backlash. It was better than living in fear."
Now that you know what you know about your son, CUFFS, what do you do? Well, with the burden of knowing comes the responsibility — not just to educate and warn, but to offer your son a little hope for his future.
"Consent and safety are two of the most important universal issues in bondage, and CUFFS has wisely addressed both of them," said Trikoot. And you should stress both in a followup conversation. "There are boundaries that should never be crossed, such as solo breath play, which regularly kills even experienced adults. But dabbling with wrist and ankle restraints while being within shouting distance of the rest of the family is not a serious safety issue." (Sleeping in handcuffs, however, is a serious safety issue — they can twist, compress nerves, and damage the delicate bones of the wrist. He should not be sleeping in them.)
Now for the tricky and super awkward and what will definitely feel somewhat age-inappropriate part: At some point — maybe in a year or two — you need to let your son know that he has a community out there.
"When done safely, bondage/kink can be an extremely rewarding experience as he grows into adulthood," said Jimmy. "Some of the most important people in my life are those whom I've shared this love with. It is nothing to be ashamed of — though at his age, it is unfortunately inevitable. How you react can help mitigate such a reaction."
Oh, and stop peeping in your son's bedroom window at night. That's creepy.
Follow Jimmy Woelfel on Twitter @for_heavy and on Instagram @heavybondageforlife. Follow Trikoot on Twitter @trikoot.
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My 12-year-old son wants us to buy him a vibrator. Apparently he had a good experience with a hot tub jet and is looking to replicate that "good" feeling. He has tried replicating it, but is feeling very frustrated. (I always wanted an open and honest relationship with my kids so, um, yay for us?) Additional information: My son is on an SSRI. My husband feels uncomfortable buying my son a sex toy, but I find myself sympathizing with my son's frustration. But I would be more comfortable if he were 15. We are hoping to figure it out without devices. Are we being reasonable or squeamish?
— Entirely Mortified Mom
When this issue has come up in the past — usually it's about a daughter who wants a vibrator — my readers have endorsed getting the kid an Amazon gift card and getting out of the way, i.e., letting them get online and buy themselves something and not scrutinizing the purchase once it arrives. You could go that route, EMM. Or you could make an end run around this whole issue by installing a pulsating shower head in your bathroom or getting your son an electric toothbrush. (Also, antidepressants — SSRIs — can make it more difficult for a person to climax, so you may not be able to "figure it out without devices.")
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